Sixteen-year-old Willow, who was driving the car that killed both of her parents, copes with the pain and guilt by cutting herself, until she meets a smart and sensitive boy who is determined to help her stop. Iowa High School Award 2012 - 2013. Second Chance Reading. Interest Level: YA ATOS Book Level: 4.9 AR Interest Level: UG AR Points: 13 AR Quiz: 129809EN Reading Counts Level: 5.5 Reading Counts Points: 21 Lexile Measure: 730 Lexile Code: HL (High-Low).